Just one of those days

So...I knew that my kitchen was needing a deep cleaning. I was on the phone with my grandmother and Rian fell asleep in my bed. I decide this is the PERFECT time to pick her up and put her into her crib and start cleaning. She sure did fool me, I pick her up and she is WIDE awake. This cleaning REALLY needs to be done, so I put her into her crib and let her cry it out.

I gather all of my cleaning supplies and head for the kitchen, I turn on my iPod and get going. I have a random collection of music on there. I start out with a song by The Carpenters. I listen and keep cleaning. Then I get to Carried Away by George Strait. Cleaning stops and I start to think about Brian not being here and then my friend Heather's husband is leaving and I just start with my own water works.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Obv7j1XRLRI

I love this song and I can't wait until all of our loved ones are back in our arms again.

Love Love Love this song.

This song is so fitting for when your husband is deployed and you are getting calls at all times of the day and night. Not saying that I don't LOVE his calls, but it is sweet and sad at the same time.

Well, I know it's kinda late.

I hope I didn't wake you.

But what I gotta say can't wait,

I know you'd understand.

Every time I tried to tell you,

The words just came out wrong,

So I'll have to say I love you in a song.

Yeah, I know it's kinda strange.

Every time I'm near you,

I just run out of things to say.

I know you'd understand.

Cuz' every time I try to tell you,

The words just came out wrong,

So I'll have to say I love you in a song.

Cuz' every time the time is right,

All the words just came out wrong,

So I'll have to say I love you in a song

Yeah I know it's kinda late.

Hope I didn't wake you,

But there's something I just gotta say.

Know you'd understand.

Every time I try to tell you,

The words just came out wrong

So I'll have to say I love you in a song.

Almost Time

Boy oh Boy!!! It is something else. Rian will be a YEAR old in 16 days, it's so hard to believe that our little baby is about to turn 1. She has hit that stage to where she wants to walk but she isn't sure of herself. She will stand alone and then go to a squat.

uhh ohhhh Here comes trouble!!

Man oh Man!

It has been such a long time since my last blog. A lot of stuff is going on. It went from prepping for Brian's deployment, to trying to get Rian to start walking before he leaves and then.............Brian leaving.

It has been a week and this week has gone by pretty fast, but I know that is because he is still here in the USA. Once he gets in country....now that will be a whole nother story.

Rian is growing like a weed and it is so hard to believe that she is 11 months old. I am planning a cute little party for her. Nothing big or over the top. Just a simple little ladybug party.

With me saying that the week has gone by pretty fast. Just last night I was on my way home from church and I was listening to The Message on Sirius Radio, and one of my favorite songs by Mark Schultz (Walking her Home) was on and I just finally had a good long cry on the drive home. It was just the song that made me cry. I felt totally fine after the cry.